I wondered how I got past today. Cant believe I broke down and cried in class while the leacture was lecturing. Tried so hard to control myself in the train untill I got home and saw Shayenne standing at the house gate. She was so happy that I came home and keep waving to me and say Hi~ How sweet and heart aching that scene can be. I cried on the spot knowing she's gonna lose either a daddy or mummy. So heart wrenching.
I had no motive of condemning jor or trying to say how bad he is. It was the past. It was those that I am still surviving now learning how to brace myself up and making the correct decision. it can be so irony that love is blind. love kills too...
For the next one hundred times you ask me. Am i okay? I am not.
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